Ello there people! My name is Nat. I'm 17, female. I started this weight loss blog because I suffer from binging eating, anorexia and self-harm.
I want to finally loss weight again & maintain it.
Starting over on December 17th, first day: 158 pounds ( after binge)
First goal weight: 140
Goal weight: 120 lbs or less by prom
How much are you eating to lose weight? Also how much are you working out, burning caloires & resting?
So far i’ve reduced the binging I used to do & trying to eat only meals; no snacking. So please give your input, help a lady out :)
confessionsabouteatingdisorders:
I currentely cannot stop eating because I always eat when I’m stressed and I constantely think about purging. The only reason I didn’t do it is because I already self-harm and don’t want to have another problem. I’m scared that one day I will be so desperate and purge my brains out and from then on use as an excuse to eat even more. I feel fat and disgusting
Right now I was thinking about my goals in losing weight & starting a happy healthier life in college but just had a panic attack on what i’m going to do when i’m older. I realized that being into art & baking will let me be thin.
In art i’m using my time to draw & be creative. In baking you don’t have to eat or taste the food you’re baking. Once you know the recipe is right you dont need to keep on eating it to know it taste the same! I want to be a pastry art chef & a wedding cake designer. I could do the career I love & look thin & nice! Yes!!!
Just came from the gym, did 3.25 miles on the eleptical! Not my best but a nice start. Now I feel nice that I already did my workout for today.
Slim Shoulders
Collar Bones
Willowy Arms
Tiny Waist
Flat Tummy
Hip Bones
Thigh Gap
give me all that!!!!!
I will go to the gym today! I need to push myself! My laziness is stopping me & I hate it. I want to be thin! I must go work all this fat off.
There is a girl girl in me, she wants to come out again.